Saturday, August 7, 2010

Why now...

I injected my Gonal-F today, same routine I've done several times before...but today, for some reason I'm feeling a sense of panic...a sense of just how little time I have left...If I don't get pregnant and stay pregnant very very soon, I just know that I'll never get my "take home" baby that I so desperately desire.  This journey I'm on is lead by some higher power, I know this and it frustrates me that for some reason I've not been deemed "worthy" enough...I guess today I'm just feeling sad.

On another note; I've been working out everyday - doing various things...water aerobics, Zumba, Step aerobic, weight lifting...getting my body and mind healthy...hope this helps!

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